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A quandry

I think maybe I have bipolar.

I've been finding myself having mood swings, and while it could be from getting laid off and having no job for three months, then when I finally find one it's really less than what I could do, and then today getting fired, it could be hereditary. My mother, older sister and younger brother all have it, so it's quite likely I do as well.

Each of them has had trouble keeping jobs--though usually they quit and don't get fired or laid off. None of them has any ambition in life, they don't want more than they have, though they believe the world owes them everything.

I don't believe the world owes me anything, but I'm still self-centered.


M.A.

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murdocsangel
Nov. 17th, 2005 02:08 pm (UTC)
I'm sure there're books at the library I could check out, or maybe something online. I'm just too lazy to do a search :)

Yesterday I was in an awful mood because of everything that was going on--not just me being fired.

My brother and his wife are somewhat neglectful parents. It isn't because they're bored with their baby, or anything like that...they're just young and inexperienced, and my brother has bipolar while she's an epileptic. So sometimes they don't clean when they should.

My sister called CPS on them--which was the correct thing for her to do since she had concerns, and they just...well they're immature. The CPS agent told them they just needed to get the house cleaned--and keep it clean, take the baby to get her six month shots and maybe a check-up because she's got a cold, and everything would be fine. But my brother's hellbent on getting revenge because my sister decided to interfere in his business.

I spent most of yesterday, after finding out I was fired, trying to play peacemaker between them, and I was just amazed at how calm I was. Usually I get into the yelling and screaming with my family, even if I'm polite and diplomatic elsewhere ;).

Wow...I shoulda just posted that in a new entry, lol.
murdocsangel
Nov. 17th, 2005 02:10 pm (UTC)
By the way...who's the guy with the hot nose in your icon? I feel as if I should know him, but I'm a bit dense.
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