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Update...

I didn't get the job. I realize now that what I was told was just a brush-off, and that I was never seriously considered for the work. Thankfully, I had gone ahead and put in applications at three other places, so maybe I'll get a call back from one of them. Doubtful, but the chance is still there.

After I didn't get the call, I shrugged, watched a little television, and pretended that I really didn't care. It worked somewhat, but I took a shower at an indecently early hour and went to bed, only to wake up at three in the morning with a splitting head ache for some reason or other. Never doing that again.

Thursday, after I went back to sleep and woke up at a more decent hour, I kinda did nothing. Just sat on the couch and stared off into space. Well, I also read a book of short stories a friend had given me. But it was sporadic. The stories just didn't catch my attention. Not as interesting as a blank wall.

As the day faded into evening, I watched AOTS which made me happy again, for a short time. Then I read some more, after it was over, and went to sleep fairly late. After midnight.

Today, I woke up really late, and only because my mom came in to say I needed to look like I was looking for a job, since my aunt was coming over. I got up, got dressed and went to the park and sat for two hours watching squirrels fight with a bird over a bit of cracker someone had left.

After I went back home, I turned the tv on and watched Firefly until six, when I flipped to AOTS, then watched Stargate. Now, I'm just trying to figure out how I'm going to be able to continue to watch it. Because I can't pay my cable bill.

And now, I'm going to go write some fanfiction, because I was stupid and signed up for au100, Weir/Zelenka. I signed up for other 100 communities too, but my claim on both has net yet been approved. In one case, I consider that good.

I hate myself.

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murdocsangel
Jan. 8th, 2006 10:40 am (UTC)
*hugs back* Thanks

I don't have enough space to download any eps. Otherwise, I would have already. And would be making vids.

What I need is to get a job, then I can upgrade my computer, and get a firewire and lots of other goodies, as well as keeping cable.

I'm just glad I don't have to get rid of DSL, because the fifteen a month is better than paying 200 to cancel.
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