murdocsangel (murdocsangel) wrote,


I've been up since five a.m. (after going to bed at one) because my rp buddy has to leave to go to some thing. Only she didn't ever get on. I could go back to bed I suppose, but that would mean giving up internet time, and while I'm still using dial-up I'm rather reluctant to do so.

I will be getting DSL soon! As soon as this month's phone bill comes in, in fact, so that I'll have a whole month in which to set aside the first month's cost.

I think I'm going to see about making another header pic that's set at the original width of this layout. I don't like everything being all scrunched together. It makes me feel claustrophobic, which I am not. Only when I'm trapped in a very confined space with no room to move my arms and legs in case I have to get out. Not sure where that one came from. I can sit in a car all day long, loll about in an elevator, and even go spelunking! I just can't be restrained.

The last time my niece and nephew were over, they decided I'd make a good climbing post, and then a good trampoline, and I panicked when they had me trapped between the couch and the coffee table. Ordinarily, I can sit down there, lay down, just fine. But when it seemed like I wasn't going to be able to get up, it freaked me out.

I'm really tempted to go see a hypnotist, see if I have any repressed memories or something. Especially since everyone remembers bad things that happened during the time I was small, but I don't.

I also have this great need to see everything all happy and perfect, and have a hard time reading angst, even though I enjoy it.


Who should probably go ahead and go back to sleep for an hour or two...

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