I think maybe because I made myself a new icon, and I actually sat down and drew something today, something like I used to do in high school for art class. It isn't anywhere near complete, because I have to go and buy new prisma colors, but I'm happy with what I have so far.
It's just a picture of a horse standing near a very childishly drawn tree (I'm horrible at plants and the like, but I still try :)), but what I've done is drawn vertical and horizontal lines across the picture, and am coloring it one square at a time. The overall effect will be unique once I'm done--I hope.
And once I'm done I'll upload it and share it.
For some reason, when I'm drawing, I don't feel as pressured to make a good impression, and even if I'm disatisfied with the end result, I just shrug and go on. Art is my therapy, I suppose, a way to unwind and escape the rigors of life, which is why I don't do it very often, and haven't really attempted to make a career out of it, unless you count trying to get into graphic design.
Who is quite pleased with herself. And with her new default icon.