After I didn't get the call, I shrugged, watched a little television, and pretended that I really didn't care. It worked somewhat, but I took a shower at an indecently early hour and went to bed, only to wake up at three in the morning with a splitting head ache for some reason or other. Never doing that again.
Thursday, after I went back to sleep and woke up at a more decent hour, I kinda did nothing. Just sat on the couch and stared off into space. Well, I also read a book of short stories a friend had given me. But it was sporadic. The stories just didn't catch my attention. Not as interesting as a blank wall.
As the day faded into evening, I watched AOTS which made me happy again, for a short time. Then I read some more, after it was over, and went to sleep fairly late. After midnight.
Today, I woke up really late, and only because my mom came in to say I needed to look like I was looking for a job, since my aunt was coming over. I got up, got dressed and went to the park and sat for two hours watching squirrels fight with a bird over a bit of cracker someone had left.
After I went back home, I turned the tv on and watched Firefly until six, when I flipped to AOTS, then watched Stargate. Now, I'm just trying to figure out how I'm going to be able to continue to watch it. Because I can't pay my cable bill.
And now, I'm going to go write some fanfiction, because I was stupid and signed up for au100, Weir/Zelenka. I signed up for other 100 communities too, but my claim on both has net yet been approved. In one case, I consider that good.
I hate myself.